OK, I'll give this a shot...
#1) You're 17 and you're seeking answers from those more experienced than you. For this you get
1000 bonus points
#2) You're asking questions of yourself at 17. For that you get
10,000 bonus points
#3) Create.
#4) Create by whatever means or media available.
#5) Follow those creations which lead you down the most tantalizing paths towards further discovery.
That's about it, I think, except to say that any artist who stops questioning themselves is dead in the water. You seem to be starting out with your head up, looking for the signs...this promises to be an interesting journey!
Murray