I hope you find happiness regardless of the choice you make. If you can live without film so be it, you are lucky because I can’t. If I had to have my film developed and If I had no darkroom then yeah (or if I liked color photography a lot)…I guess I would be wondering too. But I got my bathroom darkroom setup for under 100$ used and I can to it all from film to print myself now…it make all the difference…