There is an "oriental wisdom" saying the means somethinig like this. If you till the soil, plant the seed, nurture the growth and make the harvest, then prepare and cook the food yourself, the food will taste better and nurture you better than anything that is storebought.
In photography there is something about the satisfaction gained by doing the work yourself that can never be achieved by farming parts of it out.
In your case, do what you have to do, until you can do what you want to do.
This disertation brought to you through the thoughtful guidance of Sensei Donald.